I’m going to make $200,000 by the end of 2010!
I’m living in a $600 basement suite in Vancouver B.C., I haven’t been able to get work in 3 months and am seriously running out of money! haha! But this year I am going to manifest $200,000 by using “The Secret”. For those who don’t know, there is a film out there called ‘The Secret’ and it teaches you the universal laws of attraction, how to attract the things you want…
Here’s the thing, I used The Secret two years ago and raised $60,000 to cover my education at Vancouver Film School to become a Writer/Director. The problem though is that I can’t seem to bring my basic needs into my life i.e. food! haha! Yes I laugh! I seem to have no worthiness issues when it comes to manifesting big things into my life!
I’m also recovering from a back problem.. lower spine.. Louise L. Hay in her book “You can heal your life” suggests that that region of my back is in pain due to my distorted thinking around money issues! And recently I’ve realized that growing up I never really learned how to look after myself in certain practical ways like knowing I can really take care of myself in a financial way that supports all of my dreams and the quality of living I want. I believe this is something we are not always taught to do as females and may be the base cause for why women go for security in relationships! But now I’m starting to heal with the right group of health experts assisting me (: ..a Chiropractor, and Ostiopath, and a Kinsiologist!
And now that I’m feeling better I’m starting to wake up from a five year haze to realize that I’m 36 years old and don’t want to live in poverty for the rest of my life! And I am going to dream big here! At first I wanted only $100,000 to start but I feel this may be too simple for me and felt that I really want to challenge myself to integrate these laws of attraction into my life so I’m going to attract $200,000 instead! Yeay! (;
It’s really important for me to also do it in the way of love. I don’t want to be a scrooge with no friends..!
So I bought the magic beans! Yes, just like Jack in the Beanstock..! I have just used up a serious portion of what’s left of my finances and followed my heart, soul and intuition! I just enrolled in Joe Vitale’s online course (Joe Vitale is one of the speakers from The Secret), the Executive Mentoring program which states that they can help teach me how to attract the life I want, it’s designed to help me get clear about how I’m blocking what I want from happening, then they help practically with guidance on starting a online business. But here is the sink or swim situation.. because of the cost of the course My Visa is now almost full and I’ll be able to survive for probably another 3 months and after that, I’m in serious trouble. But everything inside of me doesn’t want to go back, I need to go forward! So I have put myself in this position! haha! (: And even though I don’t start the training for another two days, I am waking up because the situation is so serious but feel great that I’m finally challenging my poverty beliefs in a safe place with people who can help guide me, so we’ll see what happens (: And with this blog I will reveal the totality of what becomes of me!
So here’s my plan, this is how I’m foreseeably going to make the $200,000! I’m going to start a website that sells educational videos… I’d like to tell you more specifics about the videos but all I can say is they’re going to revolutionize and give answers to some basic needs of the average family, it has the potential of blowing up into something huge… right now I don’t think it would be wise to say more. I’m working on the concepts for the videos and I’m hoping to shoot them when the weather is nicer, late spring perhaps.
One of my main reasons for thinking big is I’m planning on making some feature films but want to fund them myself through my own production house to have full creative control over them… The problem with getting money from others for funding film making is that people usually want you to use the Hollywood cookie cutter formula of making films that will be a good shot at making money… but doing this can kill a good story because thinking inside of the box keeps them from being inspired and alive. Making successful films is not all about making money! haha! Right now the world needs better stories to help reflect where we are, to help us move forward into a better reality together. So here I am deciding to think big! (:
Yes, I am a risk taker! Calculated risks that are weighed by my heart! This is where life is, wish me luck and bookmark this link to follow up on how I’m doing!
~Elisa!
p.s Because of all this, I’m also planning on moving this year to an apartment with a beautiful view of Vancouver, the mountains and ocean (: I’ll take pictures to show you when I get there! (:
